I had a similar experience, but in my case the silence did not endure forever. I would not presume to say why or how, but I will say your retelling is moving. I wish you the best.
I think about that same story often. For me it looks like a struggle with a false sense of duty. I am one of those lucky Christians where God has always shown up in my dark times. I don't know why for me and not for others. My greatest recommendation is to get around prophetic people that are operating in the Holy Spirit doing miracles. Find as many as you can and have them pray over you without telling them your story. Keep discernment close.
I had a similar experience, but in my case the silence did not endure forever. I would not presume to say why or how, but I will say your retelling is moving. I wish you the best.
I think about that same story often. For me it looks like a struggle with a false sense of duty. I am one of those lucky Christians where God has always shown up in my dark times. I don't know why for me and not for others. My greatest recommendation is to get around prophetic people that are operating in the Holy Spirit doing miracles. Find as many as you can and have them pray over you without telling them your story. Keep discernment close.
> how long would I do this? If the answer was not yes, how would I know?
Typo here I think.